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I still have an old laptop from 2024 year, and It has 32 GB of RAM and for AI generative things its performance. Its purchase hurt me, because Apple MacBooks could get a higher score with futuristic LLM capacity. Not wanting the feelings of buyer's remorse to overwhelm me, I decided I could sell my computer for a new Mac if my cash position isn't an issue. ☂️ The fact is I am mostly a homeless involved in forces mental health custody due to my life's planned circumstances. I had wealthy family in academia, and because of it I had to visit Stanford University. I had dealt with the employment interviews, and even when they believed in me I could not get past my depression state to make the change. I was largely not hired for lack of skill -- I  had felt inferior. I was not in vigilance and being directed thoroughly. Not only that, I was not living up to standard or directed behavior such as taking targeted ownership of things, such as learning  - like an attentive human.

Partly why I left CityDrinker.

 I've cried about leaving CityDrinker in Los Angeles, because I stayed there at a house, of the CEO. I got forward because CityDrinker, my then employer, wanted to help me. I made friends with Daniel Wood (former Pricegrabber software developer) who also let me stay at his house for a night, waiting for my first day at City Drinker and Francis, the then CEO. Although they never knew I did DNS, I suggested they buy the 'drink.er' ccTLD name for Eritrea and the business. I remember leaving, and that is said and done, even as Francis told. With that behind me the experience is how I'm adapting to the Bay Area. It wasn't the only entity I did on premise Linux/UNIX support for.

Well, the years spanning this involve November of 2018 to 2025 involved CityDrinker. So before that I got some money for supporting a mostly single system virtual host Apache. Never have had many systems, the like of which teaching myself to make use of things. For now, 32 GB of RAM stands promising that Docker and Kubernetes could be part of support.

Inferiority only has its highs,  so I'm adapting the way interviews for a real DEvOps job accustomed me to - skills and staying afloat in the extracted ideas I get from my conservator bought computer books and versatility with generative AI which will help me feel for my own. 

Extracting Ideas for DevOps

I never got addicted to hard drugs or street living. Francis was skeptical because I said I had misdameanor warrants, but he gave me entry to the company. Figuring out a few ways to be good at technology are my main agenda going forward with any employment offers, yes CityDrinker, Inc. offered some fame and a chance to be known more. I decided to upgrade my own  involvement with employers, and realize how I can tap into a gift like having worked with with ccTLDs (in the CityDrinker setting, recommending 'drink.er'). There is fact that no two tech child's hands are the same and that stands today.

Now I'm up to my fingers  trying to get skill to pay for this place. I'm at the fall out of Forbes business woman and her husband family (step uncle/aunt) sending me to find meaning in Stanford education. I always liked science, research, and analyzing things, which is what the Spore.Stanford.EDU showed me. That research system was probably there for a reason.

Worthy
The feeling of accomlishing GED: I may outline my various interpretations of the GED requirements going forward. I think that talking about how I approach tough things can inspire or drive hope for all.